February 6, 12
I remember how I used to stare at her while she looked away
It’s funny how confidence always overpowers shame
Before I learned by limitations I thought I could have her
I used to think that I was that guy before I realized I was this one.
I’ve never been a big dreamer
I’ve never allowed myself to get lost
I’ve never been able to believe that lie
I’ve never been able to visualize what separated me from him.
I can’t recall how it all became so confusing
Pain remains consistent and violence is inescapable
It hurts to be aware of who you are
I wonder what happens to unrequited love
I wonder if it will ever come back to me.