February 6, 12

I remember how I used to stare at her while she looked away

It’s funny how confidence always overpowers shame

Before I learned by limitations I thought I could have her

I used to think that I was that guy before I realized I was this one.

I’ve never been a big dreamer

I’ve never allowed myself to get lost

I’ve never been able to believe that lie

I’ve never been able to visualize what separated me from him.

I can’t recall how it all became so confusing

Pain remains consistent and violence is inescapable

It hurts to be aware of who you are

I wonder what happens to unrequited love

I wonder if it will ever come back to me.

YB