July 7, 2011
We all have our things I guess. No matter how strong we are we all have those things that make us weak. I get caught up sometimes. I get caught up in things that are no good for me. I find myself lost in the company of negative people who have never learned to love themselves, so how could they possibly love me. Each time I have received multiple warnings that these people were shady but I never paid attention. For some reason I always want to give human-beings the benefit of the doubt and I’m always the one who pays for it. It’s a very wretched feeling to continue to have faith in something that can only let you down. Pretty soon you realize that the only sure-fire way to avoid betrayal is to not believe in anything at all.
Now I wonder is it worth it?